That's really all I need to say.
I took at walk around 1am and just walked around campus, blaring Florence+The Machine and simply marveling at how far I've come in my life. I am happy to be alive and happy to be successful. I may have my huge amounts of stress, and I may not handle it in the best ways, but I am truly proud of where I am in my life. I may have some confused thoughts about people in my life and where they stand, but who doesn't have those problems. I may want to ask those questions, but why mess with a good thing. I am so happy right now. It has hit me like a "bullet in the back". I wasn't expecting it, hell, I shouldn't be this happy. But I am. I am going to take it and run with it. Maybe it was the change of hair to allow a re-evaluation of myself, who knows. But whatever it is, I like it. Now I need to go finish the rest of my papers that are all due tomorrow at midnight.
"You always look so cool"
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