So it is 3:30am, and I can't help but feel like real life just reached over and slapped me in the face. I've been so busy I can't sleep, but I guess that isn't a new development. I feel burned out, worn down, and just simply exhausted. In the last few weeks I haven't taken the time to truly process myself and what I want, or to take a daily assessment of my frame of mind. I feel like I'm drowning and don't know if I'm swimming up or down.
I say all of this and realize just how ridiculous it sounds. This is one rough night, but I am writing this now-during this one night- so it for suck.
I love and hate my job, my classes, where I live.
I guess I'm just fidgety right now. I need something to stabilize me out.
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